- Jesus having num-nums =)
- I wish I could have spent more time with the illuminated manuscripts.
- “Illuminated” manuscript!
- The siren of The Getty
It was a windy day last week, too windy for the charter deep-sea fishing boat to launch out of (my beloved) Dana Point. So Chris, Sid and Jonny drove back up here and took their fishing gear to Irvine Lake instead. They had a lot of fun! Jonny’s smiles in these photos are life-giving, in my opinion. I get a little catch in my breath when the emotion or beauty of something seems to stir my soul so, that it leaps out of my body momentarily. I feel that if it stayed out too long I would die. So my breath catches as my body waits for it’s life-force to return. That’s what happens when I look at Jonny’s smile in these pictures. Soon I will share the photos from their deep-sea fishing voyage, which did work out this week.





That’s Chris. Chris is dearly loved by every member of this family. He’s kind of their fishing guru. He shares the best stories with Jonny! Like the one about the time his mom was late picking him up from school because she got caught up playing one of his video games!!
July 18th – Saturday
Junie woke me up to nurse around 6 am. Since I could see that the sun was up, and I knew that everyone (except me) wanted to get home, I decided that when June drifted off to sleep again, I’d begin the preparations for our embarkation. Sid got up and joined me in the bit of work left and when everything was in order, we pulled out onto the 70, with a very, very, very long road ahead of us.
I drove for 9 1/2 hours with only a couple of quick stops. One when we stopped at Del Taco, and the next when our fuel gauge *suddenly* read empty and I pulled off at the nearest gas station sign. When we found that sign was going to lead us 15 miles off the highway, we had to risk getting back on the 70 and waiting for the next gas station. My theory was that the gas light comes on way before the threat of running out of gas should be a realistic concern, so that you’ll get frickin’ gas and not run out on the road. Despite my theory, I was concerned, Sid was concerned, it’s only a little bit funny now because, well, if you’re married to a very vehicularly conscientious person, you’ll understand. To say that I was berated would be an overstatement, so it wasn’t too bad, not as bad as when I crashed us into a cement pole at a gas station on our first long motorhome trip. Anyway, we drove quite a way (I’d say 20 miles minimum) with that empty fuel light on, so I’d say my theory holds water.
Entering the Las Vegas area the outside temperature was 121˚!! I had not ever been in that degree of heat before. The A/C had our motorhome probably around 100˚, so that was nice, but not really.
When I thought I was going to freak out and die of driving, Sid took the wheel and got us home around 7:30. It was unspeakably nice to take a “real” shower and just relax in stillness. But I still miss the nowhereness, a lot. I want to live nowhere.








Thanks for taking this trip with us!
July 17th – Friday
We woke up and everyone got busy but me. I was thinking we were going to be hanging out awhile at our spot, but soon Sid started driving. We were off, back onto the 70, through those gorgeous Rockies.
We stopped for some supplies and got back on the road. We were heading toward Rifle, hoping to check it out a bit more. Before reaching Rifle we pulled of the highway at Glenwood Springs. The downtown area there was just as cool as in Rifle, so we cruised.
I spied a sign pointing the way to Doc Holliday’s grave and we decided to go check it out. In case you don’t know about this interesting dentist turned outlaw cowboy, he had tuberculosis and supposedly traveled to Glenwood Springs seeking healing from the vapors of the hot spring. He ended up dying there and was buried in Glenwood Springs Pioneer Cemetery (the name has been different through its history). The cemetery is way up on a hilltop, overlooking the city. It’s somber up there, but also serene and beautiful. We enjoyed reading the info posted at Doc’s memorial site. On the memorial plaque there was a quote of Wyatt Earp’s reading: “Doc was a dentist not a lawman or an assassin, whom necessity had made a gambler; a gentleman whom disease had made a frontier vagabond; a philosopher whom life had made a caustic wit; a long lean ash-blond fellow nearly dead with consumption, and at the same time the most skillful gambler and the nerviest, speediest, deadliest man with a gun that I ever knew.” Wikipedia gives a great account of the best anyone can figure of this man’s life and death.
We left Glenwood Springs and cruised. I don’t know if there’s anything I enjoy more than a cruise through such amazingly gorgeous environs. It soothes me so. There’s nothing to be done, but sit, no pressing issues, so there’s freedom to let the mind wander, no details are offered to take anything away from the daydreams conjured by the wonder of the place.
We were searching for a campsite Sid had seen on the way out that was situated right on the Colorado River. We found it! And it was so nice and pretty.
Everyone went and fished while I cleaned the motorhome with some nice, new, environmentally-friendly cleaning products, aaaahhhh. Miss Aveline caught a fish! And then one by one each of the kids returned to the motorhome for some DVD viewing. Sid was a lone man on the river for a bit. But I needed to do the [barf] laundry at the campground’s laundromat, so the kids went to join him fishing as I sat with the wash reading my book. Sid had cautioned me to be careful because he felt the character of some of our fellow campers could be legitimately called into question. I have to admit that spooked me out a little. And further, I thought I’d keep an eye on the laundry since I’d had an unfortunate incident in high school, living in an apartment I did my laundry in the community laundry room, and my favorite bodysuit, along with a few other things were stolen from the dryer. I don’t mind sitting with the laundry going anyway, the white noise is soothing, I have the feeling of getting something done without having to do anything and it smells nice in there. What if I made a personal rule to always sit down and read while the laundry was going at home?! I’d bet the pioneer women would be gratified that I was savoring a convenience they’d never know . . . or else they’d think I was ridiculous for not using that time more productively!
Anyway, due to the presence of the “questionables” (certainly with all of our tattoos we were likewise classified in our neighbors’ minds!!) I was trying to be aware and alert as I read in the laundromat. Soon it was very dark outside, so I knew anyone outside could see me clearly through the open windows of the brightly lit laundry room, though I could not decipher them. I was being assaulted by a legion of mosquitoes, but was enjoying my book exceedingly. Then all of a sudden a giant hand reached through the open window behind me and fiercely grabbed my arm!!! I was literally stunned, I froze, I couldn’t think and I was repeating single syllables, like “I, I, I,” and “You, you, you.” It took me a long, long time to process the fact that my husband, (who has the equivalent of multiple PhDs in The Art of Pranking, Frightening and otherwise Troubling Folks, for those of you who don’t know him) was the body attached to the arm that grabbed me. You see, I’m not used to being the target of his shenanigans. When I finally regained my wits, my heartbeat returned to a tolerable rate, my breathing resumed, and light conversation ensued, I checked and found the laundry to be dry. My prankster genius and I walked back to the motorhome hand in hand, a brief alone stroll, as he had cautiously left the kids behind when he came to “check on” me. We chilled out for a while and then went to bed.









July 16th – Thursday
We packed up, saw Ryan off to the oral surgeon and hung about a bit more. Laura and Lincoln returned and we all said our goodbyes. Lincoln was so upset to be saying goodbye to “the kids.” Hopefully it won’t be too long before we’ll all be enjoying each other’s company again.
We opted to take a new route back to the 70, and so we headed out onto the 24. We were so glad to get to see all of that beauty as we cruised. We soon spotted a tourist spot and decided to stop. It was Manitou, Native American Cliff Dwellings. We got there right in time for the Native American dance performance. We watched a war dance, the eagle dance, dance of the 5 hoops and finally the friendship dance which many children joined in with the dancers to perform.
Next we checked out the museum and gift shop. Each of the kids and I picked up a pair of moccasins, we love ‘em! After that we explored the cliff dwellings. So cool! The kids enjoyed running and climbing around, in and out of the small openings. How amazing to see how they built and utilized the cliff spaces. I felt like I could imagine my own free spirited, happy children as the Native children who once lived there, with their mothers cautioning them against running, lest they slip or crash into something or someone. It was especially easy to see Aveline as a Native child in her braids and moccasins!
The next place we stopped along the 24 was Clear Creek Reservoir. We saw it from the highway and its beauty lured us. The water was clear and so very cold. The boys fished and I could not resist the urge to swim in that clear, cold water! As I was inching in, my submerged bones ached bad, but it was good. I was in to my belly and I lingered there, thinking that may be as far as I would get in. The aching subsided long enough for me to get in to my shoulders, then I knew I would go all the way. When my head went in my skull ached so bad, like it was being compacted, I was especially aware of my temples. Yet it was so, so good. I was in some kind of cold-ache induced euphoria. It was truly blissful. The water on my lips tasted so sweet, I wanted to take gulps. Clearly, I have not swum in nature enough in this life of mine. Or maybe I’m just too used to swimming in grimy, salty sea water, which of course is blissful in its own way. I think I loved the stillness of that reservoir, and the fact that I was the only human in the water during all the time we were there. I lingered in the water after swimming, and then it felt right to get out and into the warm embrace of my towel. I longed for a flat rock to lay and bake in the sunshine on, but no unfulfilled longing would dam the flood of gratitude I embodied.
Back in the motorhome, it was clear that my body was thoroughly and effectively refrigerated from that cold, clear swim. I’ve never had that bodily sensation before, my skin was so cold to the touch, I almost didn’t recognize it as mine and inside, my biology was chilled, but alive and warming fast in the vigor of its work. I felt exceedingly clean, my understanding and experience of refreshment deepened significantly based on the way I felt in that time. I was utterly invigorated as if every cell of my body awoke at once and was grateful for its own miniscule life. The effect was that my whole was awash in those floods of gratitude. I fell in love with my body that day and have felt more of my true beauty since the moment I emerged. It was as if God touched me through the chill.
I drove us away from there still rapt in the effects of my worshipful swim. I felt that nothing could pull my brain and spirit from the new heights on which they’d alighted. Soon after that, lengthy winding roads, the sun’s position and blinding brightness, excessive amounts of candy, and 2 year old molars en route converged in Junie’s body and it made up it’s mind that the candy needed to go, along with her lunch, all over Sid with smaller amounts splashed around hither and thither. There it was, my brain and my spirit came down hard and fast from the heights, right into the moment and it’s immediate and urgent demands. 1, breathe through mouth, open windows. 2, pull over. 3, clean up as best we can, what we can now (nice having a shower, even if the water’s cold, in the motorhome for times such as these). 4, barf-clothes into a plastic garbage bag. 5, hold that little Junegirl and gently let her know it’s okay to throw up (since somehow, my brain never learned that) and that she did a good job letting it out . . . Sid drove us on to our camp spot for the night, Junie got her nummy and that surely brought peace to the tense mama. Thank you, oxytocin (one of the major hormones released while breastfeeding, brings calm to the mama and baby and feelings of mutual bonding)! And that mama continues to feel utmost gratitude for that cold, clear swim in Clear Creek Reservoir. And the next time someone tells her to “chill” (admittedly not something she hears often) she’ll have a whole new point of reference, and consider it more of an invitation to the bliss of God’s touch, than a criticism of an overeactive behavior.
Firstly, aren’t these journal entries getting boring?? (It’s funny how I assume anyone, besides myself, is even reading them, isn’t it?) I’m getting bored typing them and I can’t imagine the text being all that entertaining to an outsider. However, I think that in 6 years, I might enjoy reading through the monotony of this trip journal because in 6 years my life will be dramatically different with a 13.5, 11 and 7 year old, not to mention perhaps even another little one who has not yet sprung into existence. I think I’ll appreciate the efforts I’m taking now to preserve the memories, so, on I go with the boring posts!
July 15th – Wednesday
We all enjoyed our morning time visit from little Lincoln. There he came, knocking on the motorhome door, ready for some good times with “the kids.” We messed around a lot and got off to a late start. Our destination, Rock Ledge Ranch, a pioneer period farm. All of the workers there dress to the period and perform period tasks such as gardening, playing with stilts and blacksmithing. This was such a beautiful place to spend the afternoon! I had some alone time in the gift shop and enjoyed the items there and the fact that they had to be things that could have been around in the pioneer days. There were Native American tea formulas for all kinds of ailments, herbal formulas for medicines and lotions, sunbonnets and folk toys. I bought a few of the inexpensive toys and was very amused when my children showed significant enthusiasm in playing with them! We got a spool tractor, a set of nine pins, a buzz saw and a spool knitter. Did you know that our contemporary bowling game includes ten pins because the old-time game of Nine Pins was prohibited by law? It didn’t say definitely, in the history of nine pins pamphlet that came with the game, but I assumed it was banned due to the gambling that accompanied its play back then.
We headed back to the Dobsons, took naps, played video games, played pinball and played with the new toys. Sid and Ryan and Lincoln went on an ammo and dinner errand and after we filled our bellies we all settled into their den for some WIPEOUT! Funny! The perfect show for young boys! We enjoyed more wonderful conversation and chillin’ and then went off to bed.

That's sweetie little Lincoln on the ladder

Laura, Lincoln, June and Aveline picking and sharing dandelions

Trying and ruling the stilts

What is a mama to do with that? I just tell her God accidentally gave her too much cute and then I grab her and love all over her!

Turtle spotting at the pond

There's one!


How beautiful is that house? I'd love to learn more about the architectural style

Sidifer




Junie joining the chase


Watching WIPEOUT!

Wish we could have more evenings like this together with the Dobsons
